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the road

in a world that is more fluff than climactic where longevity and legacy come in second fashions are fast, and the timeless outdated i found a love everlasting withstanding the peaks and valleys handcrafted, sturdy, and resilient i realized the roadblocks getting here had been no accident every detour had brought me closer there was more to this than i'd ever anticipated life was full of more surprise, intrigue, and possible outcomes but i'd have to do more than just ride out the storm i had to take the wheel choose the direction i was going the losses i was willing to take the people i'd pick up along the way freeways would get me across quickly, highways offered more opportunity, but it is on the backroads and byways that life's lessons are learned a bit messy, hard, rough and dirty more stick than carrot most days, but i was determined...

To try our best

Sometimes we try And fail miserably That's OK too Inquiry and exploration Are part of the process We must act Sometimes without Knowing how It is not wrong to fail It is always right To try our best Wrongdoing is choosing: Indifference Inaction Ignorance Righteousness is choosing: Curiosity Action Knowledge Sometimes we try And fail brilliantly That's OK too

Who is a King?

a male ruler over sovereign land? one who rules for life; an honor passed through bloodline. a ceremonial head; or one unrestricted in his power. who is a King? a political outsider, or one with 50 years tenure? certainly, it's the orange one— with wings whose larva feeds on milkweeds

At the center

At the center Of any point In time You are The only thought That keeps me ...

Nodey

I am inside a bubble You can insert and swap me Divide and partition To Merge and Sort Quickly I carry keys and indices To stay organized, and Travel timely I may be on edge or Rather pointy But don't worry It's no warning There here to guide you Through space kindly

a spooky activity

beneath the lies the fabric of reality every story ever told an interpretation we piece the particles both positive and negative bound and orbiting into supporting structures the masses compounding influencing space-time rewriting our history a spooky activity 13 dimensions of possibility beneath thee lies the fabric of reality

What is true?

an ideal the essential a constant something steadfast, loyal, honest, and just. a logical necessity— You. You are True, and the Truth is, that I Love You. it's transcendent and inherent, something i've accepted; we are sitting in the heart of God, and the Love here is infinite.

a masterpiece

I take refuge in the asylum of ignorance I seek not to understand, but instead, I trust in the Will of God . All things flowing from All things an attribute of All things existing because Conceived by the very essence of perfect thought . I am only but one part constrained by, constructed within— a divine work of art . My motives are to seek out what's been brought to light, to life. To understand how I can best serve this masterful design.

humanUser

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to love you infinitely

to love you infinitely no final conditions to loop for every particle of light you reflect to loop while any essence of you exists loving you is nested in every function i run and it hasn't crashed my system yet if it were to try i'm confident in the code we've laid to catch it to love you infinitely no final conditions to loop for every particle of light you reflect to loop while any essence of you exists loving you is nested in every function i run and it hasn't crashed my system yet if it were to try i'm confident in the code we've laid to catch it to love you infinitely no final conditions to loop for every particle of light you reflect to loop while any essence of you exists loving you is nested in every function i run and it hasn't crashed my system yet if it were to try i'm confident in the code we've laid to c...

...the Terrible

They will call me terrible but don't listen to their dribble Setting fire to bad blood gives birth to the seeds of good This is not a face of a man condemned But it is one you will fear for eternity Divinely guided, having answered my calling I bear witness to the corrupt falling

attributes

space-time complexity O(n!): race, color, religion, sex, and national origin value added: low to moderate space-time complexity O(n): everything else value added: moderate to high

the battle

the battle is between what my spirit knows that I do not and what my body knows which my spirit is all too familiar whispers of what comes next in a language I am still learning a chasm of misunderstanding my body my mind are weary Faith, my last weapon & shield I surrender to the spirit residing within all-knowing the battle rages as is the world of man

hope

I remember when it was not so hard to trust people —those days not long passed— leave me with more than melancholy I fight for every ray every drop of hope I have

life

in the shadows of life you find the least shade

mystery

the beauty found in skyward glance the mystery in its contents the future in its warning the great promise in its history what was in it premonition what is in it, yūgen

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In his footsteps...

It does not behoove us To be rash To think conspiratorially That this is a part Of an orchestrated And an evil plan We must keep faith At the forefront Believe in and act out Of love Hold ourselves To the highest standards Accountable for Carrying out our part In realizing heaven Here on earth We cannot control What evil does We can only lead Ourselves Away from such temptations Be vigilant In our steps Protecting the innocent Uplifting hearts and minds With every tragedy Brings forth opportunity For solidarity With the powers of Good Or those that otherwise Turn you away from it It is no righteous stance To slip here In the name of revenge It is together and through That we will find strength And a solid place t...

I do not know...

I do not know you, but I see you— A thought leader Not having hurt me. Disagreeing at times, Respectfully I do not know you, but I see you in your family— An expression of hope A manifestation of your dreams. I do not know you, but I see you moving in Love— Not lost in smoke and mirrors, Uplifting spirits. Acknowledging one's own hands Can reshape their life. I do not know you, but I see you in the lives you've touched— In the hearts now broken; In the fears I have Facing the realities at hand. I do not know you, but I see you. I grieve with the masses— Disquieted and restless, I pray With undiminished endurance And unwavering faith. I do not know why Some things happen Only that I, too, must Believe in the Almighty's Plan.

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Olam Haba

The chosen people The treasured Trading in purple Granted privileges Led to a promised land, and Found themselves burdened To be low, to be brought down To be hunted for their blessings Tongues caught, cut out Mid sentencing-- For true judgement would be next to come-- Learned to harden their words Creating literature Script to be handed out Dispersed and integrated Ensuring future generations A code enshrining values For all the people of earth The chosen people The treasured Building kingdoms On their backs, and With their hands Carrying the everlasting covenant In their hearts While they rise, and While in decent Upholding the commandments Knowing their mission Enduring each attack Flourishing in the light of the Lord As beggar and bourgeoisie As citizen and exile Facing blood libels, and Crusades, the ...

Where One Finds Peace

If it is in His will that one finds peace This must be His will For my heart never waivers In its love for you I told you once After one of many conversations I'd had It was as your wife My path had been enlightened The wave of anxiety had finally passed I had washed up on the shores of your life And found it more suitable Than any other Bearing fruits with names like Dragon Breathing fire, I was purified in Where loving too much is the way and not the sin A reason to rejoice in the good deeds of men The discipline-- Not all will choose to climb this mountain-- It takes to embark on a quest of which outcomes are uncertain On which faith is our strongest weapon And lack of desire a fatal omen With the grace of God, I have learned many lessons Been blessed with many Mentors, Guides, and Pilgrimages Found myse...

The Big Bang, Black Holes, and the Evolution of the Universe

Part 1 - It was everything it was nothing-- It curved without boundary at temperatures infinitely burning. A dense spot holding the ingredients to our universe. Particles racing around too sexy to settle down-- it was the beginning. In every equation of general relativity, the radius of space-time starts at zero-- as do all our cosmological theories. From this point, an expansion: flat and smooth. Science does not address conditions before this-- they are not representative of the universe we now live in the one immediately after the Big Bang, past the point of zero. The temperatures relented, particles found each other more attractive. Some began to cluster, bringing new particles into existence. From quarks, we get protons an...

Young Enough

Young and unbothered, with time not young enough, to be oblivious to it but young enough. The sun rises even on a cloudy day as if to say, "What will be will be." Our permanent accountable-a-buddy, reminding me, I have not yet done all that I will do. And like the sun, each day I must rise too. Young enough to be bothered by the betrayers and naysayers, the ex-lovers and friends, the corruption and hedonistic whims. Young enough to still mourn the loss of them. They say every rose has its thorn, that every life sees its fair share of storms, that grief is a badge, an honor of having once had, but like any good farmer knows, nothing grows once the soil's gone bad. Still young enough to have hope, this paranoia will not stay until the end. The bitterness and resentment dissolved in faith and forgiveness-- water under new bridges, pH in balance. Old enough to know that what's m...

The Expanding Universe

Part 1- Driving down an open road, lost among the trees. The closer they come, the faster they seem to approach me-- the parallax: a change in the angle as it relates to the position from which I see. And from here we can measure the stars closer to us from those more distant, regardless of one shining more brightly. Caught in a curvature on a cosmic cruiser, we travel around the sun-- an ordinary star among billions, average in size, glowing yellow in our sky. A heart, fusing hydrogen to helium atoms, set on the edge of a spiral arm. We glimpse only a mere fraction with the naked eye-- just .0001% of those formed over time, gathered on a barred spiral we call the Milky Way. Herschel painstakingly categorized the s...

Curved Space

Hushed but not silent, destined for collision, even clashing with itself, Gravity is not a force like other forces, but a consequence of space-time, not being flat-- a curved surface, warped by the distribution of mass, energy in the objects, following the nearest straight path. Upon a geometric surface, where geodesics exist-- like our equator, a circle, 'round the center of Earth. These are invisible curved lines between two points, pilots capitalize on. Shortening routes by flying parallel with the Earth's spherical design. Jumping from 2 to 4 dimensions-- it is not gravitational attraction, rather, a distortion in space around objects. Like the sun and the Earth, caught in a curvature created by these heavenly masses. Two bodies, intertwined in a dance, Both calling and answering. Imp...

Relativity

Into the cosmos Roemer gazes, watching distant planets making note of different phases, identifying patterns in the celestial movements. What of the eclipsing moons of Jupiter-- unevenly spaced, a delayed event, based on our position and their place. He purposes a new hypothesis: suggesting a finite speed. That light must travel between objects, albeit very quickly. 186,000 miles a second, in fact but not instantaneous C. And to prove that, Maxwell unifies partial theories determining the propagation of light-- electric and magnetic, charges and currents. Fields exerting force upon those around it. A sea of perfectly distributed peaks and valleys. Crests and troughs, naturally occurring with different lengths. Electromagnetism emerges. Like ripples in a pond from the epicenter, waves all rollin...

Newton's Universe

What is our natural state? At rest, driven by impulse, falling faster in congruence with our weight-- conjectures of thought unobserved and disproven. Simulating different masses, there is no difference: increasing speed at the same rate, except in the case of resistance. What is our natural state? A force that must be reckoned with, a body in motion until acted upon. We just keep moving forward, accelerating or decelerating in proportion to our surroundings-- sometimes crashing down, or thrown out of orbit. Perhaps it is our natural state to be caught up in gravity's wake, consistent with our distance, falling at the same velocity relative to our physical place. Newton's Law relates, unconcerned with the rotating rock the train is moving on, or the ping-pong ball not bouncing off the table on which it is played. ...