there is no good day to fight.
to wage war.
there is no good day to die
though many of us may say so.
there are many good days to live
and yet most are spent unlived.
trapped in battles
either in our head, or
in fields far from our homeland.
global strategies sought to bring us closer,
crumble in our agony.
failed attempts at securing diplomacy
among nations opposed to our form of democracy.
hypocratic oaths having ensured no one's safety
illness, both viral and cancerous,
both from within and from without,
bringing death to the forefront
the grimacing reaper
the masqued rider
this is a modern day horror story.
but it is not a fictional telling
of some dystopian future
it is here, it is now
we are living a nightmare
trapped in a dream
where our every desire is streamlined
hooked up to a dopamine machine
drones, but
oblivious to our surroundings
we are fighting ourselves
unable to see the real enemy
shots fired, boundaries crossed
homes, lovers, children
lost
in an insta, like a deleted scene
it was there, and now it's gone
now struggling with the memory
in the dimness
they come with torches and pickets
to gaslight us
tying us to crosses
they set fire
in a strange place we call home
there is no familiarity to this land
we are all strangers here
lost in the wake of division
draped in the clothing of diversity
we have come too far
to have it all fall apart here
but have we gone too far
to turn around here...
having lost a sense of ourselves
we deceive ourselves
with regularity
believing we are on the moral high ground
that we have out planned and out witted
each and every enemy
with speed and flexibility we attack unprepared
every conflict a prolonged disagreement
from a time passed
eras before when our grandmothers rode side saddle
and men still learned how to dance
twerking was saved for marriage
and working was for honor not extravagance
in the land of the free
there has always been spying
prying
distrust in each other is not new
it was built into the breeding
praying for the general intelligence
for a superior being to see through the grift
to find our souls
true meaning
somewhere hidden deep within us.
blinded by our own programming
and enlightened by each novel request
we've constantly aspired to be our best
philosophizing our existence.
may we find the measure of a man
somewhere between their peaks and failings
may we find the words to win
without fighting
to save the nuclear
for energy in the winter
a time to reignite the family