Where One Finds Peace

If it is in His will that one finds peace
This must be His will

For my heart never waivers 
In its love for you

I told you once
After one of many conversations I'd had

It was as your wife
My path had been enlightened

The wave of anxiety had finally passed
I had washed up on the shores of your life

And found it more suitable
Than any other 

Bearing fruits with names like Dragon
Breathing fire, I was purified in

Where loving too much is the way and not the sin
A reason to rejoice in the good deeds of men

The discipline--
Not all will choose to climb this mountain--

It takes to embark on a quest of which outcomes are uncertain
On which faith is our strongest weapon

And lack of desire a fatal omen
With the grace of God, I have learned many lessons

Been blessed with many Mentors, Guides, and Pilgrimages
Found myself lost and hopeless

Staring face to face with the abyss
Making the decision

This was not it
What was before me was not to be fridged

But warm, divine, and celestial
It was willed, and I moved forward

Giving way to the higher plan
The one I had not created

The one which I had been created for 
I relaxed, in the arms of our lord

I basked in the sun
Upon balmy sand

Gazing into the face
Of the most beautiful man